Sick and tired of people constantly asking me why I’m so quiet, why aren’t I more open and social. I will tell you why. It’s because people flake on me, betray my confidence, tell me lies, etc etc. For years, I have gone through this. It’s why I’m always on guard. If I don’t make the first move to initiate a conversation or activity, it will never occur. The other person won’t ever bother to reach out. Maybe once in a fuckin blue moon. People who claim to be “friends”, but the moment something purely trivial occurs, they cut you off. That tells me that you were never ever interested in friendship.
So yeah, this is why I keep to myself, why I rarely get deep with conversations and I keep every and anyone at a distance. I do not trust people. I don’t need or want fairweather people in my life.